Pleading Heart
By:
Sakshi Pawar
On
18/12/2023Reading time:
10 min
Summary:
"Pleading Heart" suggests a heart that is earnestly and desperately making a sincere request or appeal. In the context of a poem title, it conveys a strong emotional plea, perhaps reflecting themes of remorse, longing, or a sincere desire for forgiveness or understanding. The poem tells a story about love, loss, and finding oneself. The speaker talks about missing love during tough times and how a part of them, represented by the writer, emerged from those struggles. There's a gratefulness for the writer's return, but also acknowledgment of difficulties and regrets. The speaker apologizes for hurting their partner and reflects on the impact of change and abandonment. The poem ends with a mix of hope and uncertainty, expressing a desire to create a better world despite potential challenges and regrets.
A thing called Love has lost within me
The writer arose when I lost me
Until now I have been wondering
Where were you when things were oppressive
I thought I lost you while talking about you
But you appeared again when things were not my way
I had to thank you for coming back
This is the only way I can speak and still hide
The worst part is, I can't accept what I might
Until and unless I lost all my right
Still am standing shameless waiting for the pie in the sky
Still being so cruel on my ally
I feel apologetic for this side of my
Hurting mate the most and being so unjustified
Things could have been better if I remained unchanged
The trust would have been stronger if I had maintained
Am apologetic for the abandonment
Still wondering how my love for you became so reluctant
The trust for me broke
The hatred is bearing the load
Am still crying self accusing
The words are hard to speak
Am still waiting for you in the shade
Hoping we might end up creating the world we fantasized
Things will be polar and numbed
We might become out of strater
I might regret it and cradle to grave
And this is what now my destiny orate!!!
